July 16, 2018

When You Lose a Parent...

Hey everyone.  I'm sorry for my absence.  On July 4th I was in the happiest place in the world at Disney World in Florida.  Within hours my life would change.  I received a phone call from my twin sister that my Dad wasn't doing well and I needed to come home (New Jersey) immediately.  Within hours I packed a bag, purchased tickets and was on a plane.  In less than 24 hours the man that first had my heart and still does was gone.  My twin, my daughter, my son (via FaceTime from Mexico City) watched him take his last breath.  I'm totally numb by this lose and I'm still trying to come to the realization I will never see my Daddy again here on earth.

My Daddy has been by my side during the toughest and happiest times of my life.  He was by my side as I battled cancer, he was by my side when my husband made Chief in the USAF, and he was always there to call upon and chat with for hours.  Alzheimers took the man I loved from birth and made him live in confusion and pain.  I truly HATE this disease and I want a cure for everyone who has ever had to fight it or is still fighting it.  My Daddy had the best laugh and the kindest heart for everyone he ever met.  My father never had an enemy and if he did he never knew it and would embrace that person regardless.

My Daddy taught us to live your lives on your own terms.  Be the very best you can be and to keep your head held high regardless of what others may think about you.  He gave us the glorious gene of laughing so hard until we cry.  Every daughter, grand daughter and grand son has that gene.  That happiness and joy will always remain with us.

My Daddy was a proud man and he loved his life.  He taught me good wine, good gracious and good life.  I get my "swag" from this man.  Everyone who we spoke to at his wake said "your father was THE MAN!!"  He was so sharp and handsome.  We laid him to rest in that same fashion.

I don't know what I will do without my Daddy here.  The night of his passing at the top of my sister's stairs we heard a swirl of wind go passed us twice.  There were no windows open, no A/C on.  Nothing to cause that sound.  I know that way my Daddy.  A few days after he passed away I saw this man in Home Depot in the lighting section wearing all white. White shirt, white shorts, white socks and white sneakers. As I was waking towards him I said to my daughter “Oh my gosh he looks like my Daddy”. He was the same build, the same walk, same grey hair. Everything about this man spoke of my Daddy. As I got closer to him, I just couldn’t shake this feeling. I mean I know this man is not my Dad and he wasn’t like a “spitting image” of him however I can’t shake the image of him now. Once I walked passed him I turned around quickly just to take another glance and he was looking right at me with the same expression my Dad would of had. He just looked at me with a slight smile and walked towards more of the lights and I didn’t see him again in the store. I don’t know what it all means but my heart is so heavy thinking of that man. Many of my friends say that was a sign from my Daddy that he is at peace and okay.  I know I will feel that way as soon as I can wrap myself around it all. 

Rest in eternal peace Daddy.  You will forever have a piece of my heart.  I will share your amazing stories with family, friends and even strangers.  If someone has a father, grandfather or husband that is half the man you are, they will truly be blessed.  

Thank you everyone for all your prayers and condolences.  I am still in New Jersey visiting with family and finishing up some things.  I will be back to blogging as soon as I get back home.  I love all of you and again thank you for the encouraging words and love you have shown me and my family.  

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July 4, 2018

Happy Independence Day - Just Beclaws

Hey peeps.  Happy 4th of July to all my USA peeps.  I'm enjoying the day hanging with the hubs at Disney World in Orlando.  However before I left I had to make sure I made a card celebrating our independence day. I’m entering my card into the Red, White and/or Blue challenge over at Simon Says Stamp. 

If you saw my Instagram feed I had colored these adorable crabs, umbrella and shell from the My Favorite Things Just Beclaws stamp set during the 30 day Color Challenge last month.  They were all ready to get cozy on a card.  I used some of my favorite Doodlebug Designs Stars & Stripes paper to make my card.  I love this paper so much I have four packs of it.  Unfortunately it is no longer available so now you know why I purchased four packs. LOL This card just makes me happy!!

Doing a quick and easy layout was a breeze with this fun paper.  I used the wonky stitched rectangle dies from MFT along with some distress oxide inks and the cloud stencil from MFT to make a little scene for my images to sit on.  I stamped the let's celebrate from the Concord & 9th Triple Step Hooray stamp set in blue jay ink from MFT for my greeting.  I also used foam tape to pop everything up on the scene panel.  Lastly I added two little matte enamel dots to finish off my card.

I hope everyone here in the USA has a safe and happy holiday.  If you are traveling please be safe and remember NO DRINKING AND DRIVING!!  Buckle up and have a great rest of your week. I'll see you back here soon!

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July 2, 2018

Shine On With Polychromo Color Pencils and Concord & 9th

Hey peeps. Happy Monday.  Let me first say I'm working really had to make more tutorials for you however I have had some health issues that keep rearing it's ugly head.  I do have a quick tutorial to share with you today using the Shine On stamp set from Concord & 9th along with my new addiction Faber Castell polychromo color pencils.

This is a super cute and easy card to make.  I have to say I love the way the polychromo pencils work with gamsol on smooth bristol paper.  The flow like butter on this paper. Oh and that just makes my coloring heart happy.

Here's a quick tutorial.  You can watch it here or over at my Youtube channel mzdanajoy.  I've used affiliate links for your convenience at no cost to you.

Thanks for stopping by today.  I'll see you back here soon.  

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July 1, 2018

Technique Tuesday - July Release

Hey peeps.  It's release day for Technique Tuesday!!  Woot woot.  This month is filled with so amazing products.  I hope you had a chance to check out the sneak peeks the team has been sharing for the last two days on the Technique Tuesday blog.  If you missed my sneak peeks you can check them out here on Sneak Peek Day 1 and Sneak Peek Day 2 blog posts.

For my card today I'm using the Beautiful Dragonflies stamp set.  As soon as I saw this stamp set I knew exactly what I wanted to make.  I stamped out my dragonflies in rainbow order mixing the colors on each dragonfly across a white piece of card stock overlapping them just a little bit.  I ran that piece of paper through my Gemini Jr. wit a stitched rectangle die cut.  Next I stamped out one of the sweet sentiments in black in to the right of the dragonflies.

Lastly I layered this beautiful panel on a green background to add a touch more color to my card.  I also off set it on this piece so one side would show more of the green card stock.  Finally this piece was place on a white card base.  A pretty clean and simple card.

Okay everyone that wraps up another awesome release from Technique Tuesday.  Make sure to head on over to the Technique Tuesday blog and store!!  Have a great day everyone and I'll see you back here soon!

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